It has been really hard now to stay true to the MC. I am on day 21...but the last few days to be honest I have snuck food in my mouth chewed it up to taste it and then spit it out. I don't know what is wrong with me. Why would I sabotoge myself when I am doing so good. I need to drink more lemonade and water. I have to continue to rid myself of the junk food, cook food addictions. I am drinking my senna tea now. I do need to pray for strength to continue. I feel on the verge of tears. It does seem so hard.
Michele
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I know what you mean. Yesterday I completly blew it, and my old eating disorder resurfaced.
Today that will not happen. Actually I have been doing really good for about a month.
Keep it up. You are doing great. Reading your determination and will power is inspiring. I soo want to be rid of this excess baggage too.
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